A Quest

Human beings are created for passion. It is often said that you will be judged by your passions. I believe that people like you and me are meant to interact with each other in certain relationships. Friendships, Family. Those are the two core relationships. Those might be the only two relationships there are.

Number one is Friendships,  people you meet essentially become your friends. If you get acquainted with someone you usually talk to them, eat out with them, laugh with them, sit with them, be comfortable with them and in the end you become friends with them. That is a passion.

Number two is Family, these are the people you are born into, or with. And they are also the friends that you might grow old with. Say for example, the acquaintance I was talking about, say he is a male, and you have become friends (over courtship some would say) in time. You get married and in the end he is your family. If however, she turns out to be a female, you have a certain bond over the time and you become sisters. She is your family. That is passion.

So why am I talking about passion? I have given you a peek preview of my brain, and you're probably wondering why I'm talking about passion when that was not the original essence of this whole post. 

It may or may not be a secret to you guys that I only know one Daniel. And over the past year of 2011 to this year of 2012 I have met about five of them now. That is quite a large number, cause of all the millions of millions of people around the world (and I do mean worldwide for two of them aren't in the country right now) I have increased the number of people named Daniel that I know from one to five.

You know how people you meet become your friends? And in some point you love them? Well that's the thing, ever since I can remember I have dreamed to be a mother. To have a family, of two children and a golden retriever. To live in a house we could call home. I have been trying to dream of a husband ever since... but that really didn't work out for me.

So of all the Daniels that I have know three of which I liked, one I loved, the other two are still acquaintances that I may grow to love. I realized, what is it with Daniels? What is it with men entirely? What is it with love? What is it with the growing standard the world has set up for us? Dependence and disappointment. When are we women gonna be empowered?

I am at a quest for passion. A passion that empowers and does not abuse. A passion that will fulfill. It is passion that links all of us together, a passion to love, to hate, to come together, to be apart. It is our passions that define who we are.

xxx,
K <3