Five Mornings with Tears

Before you go on and think that this is a dramatic post and/or I'm about to rant about my non-existent love life, I will put an end to that train of thought. It is not about that...

Actually that's quite literal, here's my status report. (Physically.) I haven't gone out much lately. Just the normal buying food outside for five minutes. LOL But despite being heavily medicated (that is of course dripping with exaggeration) this irritation just won't go away. If anything its getting worse.

Every morning I cry, I'm not sure if its because I always end up sleeping on the left side of my face (which is where its swelling up) or if its actually because of the swelling up that's why its tearing up. But as the sun rises to its height it gets better, the swelling lets on (if not completely goes away.) I rest and be happy at night cause I am normal. And then come darkness, it swells while I am in the confines of my sleep.

Sigh, I am going to get another opinion on this supposed "minor" irritation. I have stopped taking medication. In the hopes that it gets better on its own without ointments choking the air out of it.

My sister is all better now (she also got the irritation only hers was severe and her medication was stronger.) Maybe I should get my hands on those drugs...

One thing, I really don't trust doctors from UST. :/ I have nothing against the education they had, but seriously, all the doctors from UST that I meet turn out to be either jerks or well in this case, like this doctor... (No words, but you get what I mean right?)

Passing time. Apparently my doctor goes to Alabang in the afternoon so I won't see him until later. :) I hold high respect and belief in him (new doctor) partially because I know he is not a Thomasino...

xxx,
K <3

Post Script (And I just would not type acronyms. LOL)
Dad's talking about me going to UST (again.) I quote, "Listen to me. *insert my real name*, just listen to me. Study at UST, you can take arts, anything..." unquote. What on earth? I do not want to go to UST. Especially not as a CFAD student.