Number one is Friendships, people you meet essentially become your friends. If you get acquainted with someone you usually talk to them, eat out with them, laugh with them, sit with them, be comfortable with them and in the end you become friends with them. That is a passion.
Number two is Family, these are the people you are born into, or with. And they are also the friends that you might grow old with. Say for example, the acquaintance I was talking about, say he is a male, and you have become friends (over courtship some would say) in time. You get married and in the end he is your family. If however, she turns out to be a female, you have a certain bond over the time and you become sisters. She is your family. That is passion.
So why am I talking about passion? I have given you a peek preview of my brain, and you're probably wondering why I'm talking about passion when that was not the original essence of this whole post.
It may or may not be a secret to you guys that I only know one Daniel. And over the past year of 2011 to this year of 2012 I have met about five of them now. That is quite a large number, cause of all the millions of millions of people around the world (and I do mean worldwide for two of them aren't in the country right now) I have increased the number of people named Daniel that I know from one to five.
You know how people you meet become your friends? And in some point you love them? Well that's the thing, ever since I can remember I have dreamed to be a mother. To have a family, of two children and a golden retriever. To live in a house we could call home. I have been trying to dream of a husband ever since... but that really didn't work out for me.
So of all the Daniels that I have know three of which I liked, one I loved, the other two are still acquaintances that I may grow to love. I realized, what is it with Daniels? What is it with men entirely? What is it with love? What is it with the growing standard the world has set up for us? Dependence and disappointment. When are we women gonna be empowered?
You know how people you meet become your friends? And in some point you love them? Well that's the thing, ever since I can remember I have dreamed to be a mother. To have a family, of two children and a golden retriever. To live in a house we could call home. I have been trying to dream of a husband ever since... but that really didn't work out for me.
So of all the Daniels that I have know three of which I liked, one I loved, the other two are still acquaintances that I may grow to love. I realized, what is it with Daniels? What is it with men entirely? What is it with love? What is it with the growing standard the world has set up for us? Dependence and disappointment. When are we women gonna be empowered?
I am at a quest for passion. A passion that empowers and does not abuse. A passion that will fulfill. It is passion that links all of us together, a passion to love, to hate, to come together, to be apart. It is our passions that define who we are.
xxx,
K <3
xxx,
K <3
Wanting to be a mother/wife is not something that degrades your status as a woman. I'm too sleepy to give you a lecture right now but I suppose I'll just tell you this - even if you dream after it, don't go looking for it. We've been told before that we need to chase after our dreams, but you have to look at every aspect of your dream before blindly chasing after it. Study your dream carefully. What do you want for your future? In your search for the perfect husband, why do you keep on entering and leaving shitty relationships? Perhaps, you're too focused on one small detail to see the whole picture. Don't look for Prince Charming or Mr. Right. Be the person you'd love to marry, and your Mr. Right (or whatever) will come naturally. (:
ReplyDeleteI don't know what I want for my future. Although I might be getting a hint on what I might do for a while in my adult life. (Kind of still in a mix, I want to do a lot of things. But I'm not sure if that would turn out to be a profession of any sort cause I come from a family that says no all the time to all the things I wanna do.)
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