It is hard to have you as part of my friend circle. I think as long as you are around I won't be able to completely remove what I feel for you. I am glad you still do stupid things just to make laugh and make me feel that I am someone who exists and is part of your life... I'm glad that you are doing your best not to hurt my feelings, too...
I saw the crush that you told one of our friends, you never shared it to me, though. I just heard it from them... Wish I could be that radiant being that blinds your eyes LOL. :((((((((((((((((( (I studied every single detail of her. Darn it! Y u so gifted!?! :<)
It just depresses me that society can be so superficial. Many just look at people's outward appearances. Also, it is cruel to as fellow females. Commercials showing us what we need to look like, how we need to act, how we need to behave or what not. Sigh... Here I am again groveling in my self-pity corner... SIGH
I know I shouldn't change myself for anyone but still it makes me wonder If I was pretty enough for your taste, would you have considered me even if I was your friend?
I know I shouldn't do this but crap I'm just stupid doing this to myself. God, please forgive your insolent child. :(
Sweetie of course you're pretty. And not just that you are smart. Maybe he likes girls that aren't pretty? There are guys like that. If it isn't for us then, who is? Honestly? I don't know. But love is patient right? It waits, and so as it is we should wait. :) (I sound like a monk sorry.)
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